Sometimes

Sometimes you just don't know what will cause an "Asperger outbreak". It's hard, we try to keep the food routines, the menu, the rules etc. And still E gets in his weird moods that almost always leads to a big blow. Yesterday it was about..... who knows.. today it was about... who knows again, but I think he was hungry. And yet he refused to eat whe it was time.
He can be so immature, so defying, so vey hard to handle, and yet so mature, intelligent and caring.
He has been modding courses and editing 3d models for Halo for some time, now he started learning Visual basic to make his own little programs.. He helps and cares for his brothers, he discusses things on a very mature level. Then he flips completely and we have to physically hold him so he don't destroys the house and hurts himself.
Sometimes.. life is not easy..